Twinkle twinkle little star

The girls are passed out for the night its kinda nice to have some quiet time. Today was a fun day took the girls to toys R us to run around and get an idea for what else i should put in there baskets this year. We also went to mcdonalds play place and audrina got to run around and waist some of that energy i wish i had. then we jammed out to some toddler tunes all the way home. I love when my days off are so nice out and we get to play outside or do other fun stuff. I miss being a stay at home mommy and getting to watch my little ladies grow up but with this shit economy its so hard and as a mom i feel guilty when i can't buy them things or take them out on mommy daughter fun days even though they are just happy to see and snuggle with me than go out, but as a mom i hate depending on others for help or needs. Tonight has been kinda a rough night Audrina has three teeth coming in and a stuffy nose and zoey bear has a upset tummy i wish i could do more to make them feel better but i can only do so much and it makes me wanna cry with them because i feel there pain. My love for my girls is so strong i cant believe how much love i have for them everyday it grows stronger and stronger and everyday it gets harder and harder to leave them for work because i just wanna be there every second of there life watching every little thing they learn. I can't wait to do a family vacation this summer with the girls it will be nice to get away and be a family for a few days. I really need it maybe it will help me get outta this little funk im in. Well both girls are sleeping so i guess i should get some ZZZZzzzz's as well. goodnight.