An apple a day keeps the Dr away

Both the girls have dr app's this thursday! its zoey bears two month check up and im kinda sad she has to get shots already i didn't do so well when audrina got them and now i have to deal with two screaming babies getting poked. No fun. The girls had a great easter and the bunny left them lots of goodies in there baskets! I was so over joyed by how it turned out i was nervous i didn't get them enough. Zoey bear i think has a hernia (spell check) but i noticed her bellybutton sticks out a lot farther than normal and im a tad nervous. My brother had one when he was a baby and had to had surgery for it. Hers is not as bad as his yet but im keeping an eye on it because every little thing worries me. I hope its nothing serious and goes away on its own or is just a really big outtie. My girlfriend and i started planning our summer family vacations and im so thrilled and can't wait to take the kids to sesami stree theme park and hopefully virginia beach were trying to do! Next holiday is 4th of july! were trying to go camping the week after the 4th but i hope to do it a little sooner. I hope zoey doesn't mind the fire works and audrina still isn't afraid of them. Holidays are so much fun now that i have my girls they make life amazing <3

Peter Cotton tail

Easter is in three days and im no where near ready getting the girls baskets together! i bought all there stuff but still need to make the baskets i guess that will be easy hahaha but i will just be up late saturday night putting them together then hiding and cleaning so we can cook our first easter dinner. This year im excited because audrina actually gets to find her basket and open it unlike last year i just had to do it for her. I still need to get zoeys first easter bib and outfit. I hope we have good weather so we can do an easter egg hunt outside idk if audrina will do it yet but we can try. I think next year she will understand the concept a lot better and it might be more fun when her sister is not to far behind chasing after her trying to get eggs too. No matter what my holidays with the girls are always fun no matter the age! they just make life that much more exciting everyday there still learning new things and audrina is learning more words and zozo is finally cooing and smiling really big i can't believe she is two months in two days ugh its going by too fast. They already have 4th of july outfits out and i soo cant wait i hope zoey bear is like audrina and isn't afraid of the fire works or in baby talk the boom booms lol. We shall see if audrina doesnt mind them again too. Im ready to take the girls to the beach and have a picnic and eat ice cream ahh summer hurry up please!

la la la la elmo's world

So excited for summer!!! my girlfriend megan and i are planning a camping trip to Pa with the kids and taking them to sesami street park!! im so excited i can't hardly wait i wish it was summer now. I hope we can make this a yearly tradition with the kids it will be great. I love camping and i hope its one of the many things the girls like to do too when they grow bigger. I would also like to do the crayola factory while were down there too but we are still looking into it and making plans as to what were gonna do how long were gonna stay but whatever we do it will be fun and if we do one thing each year thats ok with me too just to get outta ny and do something as friends and family makes me happy. Audrina is getting over a cold i feel so bad when she is sick it makes me sad but sick or not she is deffinetly one happy baby. I am hoping that she is fully better by easter.I am still so pumped about this vacation im ready to take it i deff need one! I would also like to do splash lagoon with he kids too i hate that everyone says oh you can't do that yet there still too little they are smart and will have just as much fun from now till 17. Although different is if we do it now im not worring about my two girls trying to look hot in a bikini impressing boys i can actually enjoy my family time while i still have it lol. My girls are growing to fast and there is never the right or wrong time to do family activities or vacations just means we have all the more reason to keep doing them! Camping will be our tradition i wanna camp at darion lake and PA do the the sesami street park, and crayola factory and eventually splash lagoon. sounds so much fun to me. being a parent is so fun and exciting i now find meaning to decorate for holidays save money for vacations and just cherish every memory. My girls are my everything and i love them to death! I just can't stop blabbing about how excited i am i hope with time they will be just as excited as me and not think im one of those dorky annoying moms hahahaha.

Snug as a bug

I have to work all this week until easter sunday and it sucks! i have tried to do some easter traditions with my girls but i know that since there little that this year it will be ok if we dont get to do them all being that im the one doing them all anyways while they watch me. But saturday night will be a busy day for me stuffing baskets hiding eggs and getting the house ready for easter dinner! i can't wait to cook my very first family easter dinner its so exciting!! We did the girls bunny pictures now i just wanna do some family photos after easter when good deals will be out. The weather is finally getting nice out so im gonna help audrina start a garden. i love being outside and working in the yard idk why im weird like that i guess so i hope she enjoys it as much as me. Zoey is getting so big! she is holding her own head up looking around she tries to scoot farther and farther. I forgot how fast time goes and how quick they go from holding there head up to scooting to rolling over to crawling to walking! i can't keep up. I get sad just thinking about it. And with her born right around holidays it goes by even faster soon summer will be here and i will be planning a 2nd and 1st birthday! i was truely blessed with two amazing little girls that i love so much and would give the absolute world too. They mean everything to me and i hope as they grow up we all stay close enjoy family traditions and make amazing memories together <3

The cow jumped over the moon

Got both kids bathed and in bed so now a little blog time. Today was an eventful day for the girls! we went to the mall got there picture taken with the easter bunny!!Audrina did not like that one bit she cried the whole time but we were able to get a decent picture outta it. Then we had a little snack before audrina got her ears pierced. she did so good! she cried after it was over and when she got a lolly pop she forgot all about what just happend. They look so cute so now i have many more ideas as to what to put in audrina's easter basket! Tomorrow were gonna do some easter eggs while the kids sleep im gonna boil the eggs over night. Audrina isn't allowed to eat eggs and i think there gross so im glad richard likes them so they dont go to waste.We also took the girls to the car wash thank goodness audrina isn't one of those kids who doesn't like it. We all got hit with the terrible spring allergies but glad they came now rather than later so we can enjoy this beautiful weather once it fully hits and were not all sick. We may go do mud about you tomorrow too and paint some pottery! i have to think of mother day gift idea from the girls and what better way to do it than to paint them something from the girls. Audrina is getting so big i was watching her play outside today and couldn't believe how far she has come from birth to now. i look at zoey and hope to cherish these little baby moments for as long as possible because there growing up wayy to fast! Better get some sleep since we have a very busy day ahead of us tomorrow! night.

Rain rain go away come again another day!!

Good morning, thought i would have a little bit of time before work to blog. Ugh its yucky outside! we had three awesome sunny days and now icky rain but i guess its ok makes the pretty flowers grow so audrina and i can start her own garden this summer. Not really wanting to go to work today cause i know its gonna be extremely dead! Audrina and Zozo get to have a fun play  date with aunt megan and ry ry which will be fun for them i wish i could join i need a much needed mommy & baby play date. were both off tomorrow so maybe we will be able to plan something but i just feel like being lazy this medicine is kicking my butt!Zoey is getting so big she is turning into a little greenbean with how long she is getting she fully stretched out the other day and i was so shocked at how much more she grew. Easter is getting closer im hoping to finish up there baskets and get the house cleaned and ready to do a easter dinner at my house this year which will be nice. Not so sure what to put into zoey's but i keep looking, something will come to me eventually.Last year my mom got audrina a play mat as her basket haha and then a mini basket filled onsies and raddles so maybe i can do something cute like that. Well i have to keep this one short cause im off to work lets hope it goes by fast or i can leave early to enjoy my next two days off again!

Twinkle twinkle little star

The girls are passed out for the night its kinda nice to have some quiet time. Today was a fun day took the girls to toys R us to run around and get an idea for what else i should put in there baskets this year. We also went to mcdonalds play place and audrina got to run around and waist some of that energy i wish i had. then we jammed out to some toddler tunes all the way home. I love when my days off are so nice out and we get to play outside or do other fun stuff. I miss being a stay at home mommy and getting to watch my little ladies grow up but with this shit economy its so hard and as a mom i feel guilty when i can't buy them things or take them out on mommy daughter fun days even though they are just happy to see and snuggle with me than go out, but as a mom i hate depending on others for help or needs. Tonight has been kinda a rough night Audrina has three teeth coming in and a stuffy nose and zoey bear has a upset tummy i wish i could do more to make them feel better but i can only do so much and it makes me wanna cry with them because i feel there pain. My love for my girls is so strong i cant believe how much love i have for them everyday it grows stronger and stronger and everyday it gets harder and harder to leave them for work because i just wanna be there every second of there life watching every little thing they learn. I can't wait to do a family vacation this summer with the girls it will be nice to get away and be a family for a few days. I really need it maybe it will help me get outta this little funk im in. Well both girls are sleeping so i guess i should get some ZZZZzzzz's as well. goodnight.

2 peas in a pod

My hubby and i are like two butt cheeks stuck together! i love him more than anything in this world other than the two beautiful little girls he blessed me with. The first time i saw him was freshman year 1st day of school. I asked his sister who that was and she said my brother why i said no reason he looked familiar and left it at that. But i knew he was ment for me. The year went on and i tried being closer to him but not in a way it would upset his sister because i didnt wanna ruin our friendship. Within time i couldn't help but just want to date him and eventually after being rejected twice he stuck with me. Im so thankful he gave me a chance he is my everything. Without him i would probably be rock bottom. He gave me strength and courage to grow as a person and helped me gain my confidence and self respect back and for that i thank him deeply. He stood by me when i was at my lowest and had no one else to turn to. I dont see myself with anyone else but him and i wouldn't want it any other way. My love for him is deeper than the ocean floor. I have not always been so good to him and i doubt i will ever forgive mysef for that, but everyday i spend with him i make it known how much he means to me. We may have done things backwards but i wouldnt have done it any other way. The more we mess up the more we learn and grow as a couple. we have our down times more than ups but i always find the hope and strength to continue pushing forward. He is my old fart for life and i wont ever give up on him no matter how angry hurt upset he makes me. There are days i wanna call it quits and walk away but he was made for me. He is the match to my puzzle piece. No matter where life takes us or what road we turn down i know we will always make it through because we walk down it together hand in hand with our heads held high ready to put up a good fight. You are my rock my life my world and i will love you forever and always <3 your wife.

love story

Two years ago my hubby praposed to me at my junior prom in front of everyone during taylor swift song love story. it was the cutest & sweetest thing he could have ever done! May 1st was the set date of getting married. I didn't have the fantasy big wedding i always wanted but instead i had a simple court house wedding but to me marrying the man of my dreams was perfect no matter how we did it as long as i was his forever thats all that mattered. Our one year wedding anniversary is coming up! 2 weeks and 5 days i can't believe how fast it has gone by. so much has happened this past year i am still trying to grasp the fact that it really all happened. I would hope to re-new our vows and have a real wedding so both families could witness and share that special day with us. I dont know when maybe our 5th year anniversary but i rather sooner than later. im still deciding on what to do for our anniversary but when he wants to be sweet he will have something up his sleeve. Even though its been a rocky up and down year with him its a learning experience marriage isn't easy but to me its worth the struggles and challenge we face everyday as a couple. When i took those vows i ment forever and i look forward to what our future holds <3

you are my sunshine

Summer is drawing near and im so excited to be able to spend this summer with both the girls!I have so many things i wanna do with them that i dont know where to start. Even though zoey bear is still little she will enjoy the family bonding time and will be able to look back in photo albums and realize how much we did. Its hard to plan family trips lately because talk of richard re-enlisting in the navy keeps coming up and i would like to do a big vaca before he chooses to go back if he decides he for sure he wants to do it i just dont know where to go. Times are hard and budget is short so traveling will be rough but i feel like these moments are really important in there life and no budget is too high when it comes to family memories. because when we look back on it and see the smiles on there face it will be priceless. I would like to do disney, myrtle beach, splash lagoon, and a few other places so we will see what is cheaper for the moment and try to do them. but as for little trips i look forward to go to the beach and the zoo and just having fun outside in the pool or taking walks. The girls are growing up so fast and i feel like there is so much i wanna do with them that i wont have enough time to do it all. Everyone says dont rush it but even when i try to enjoy my time with them in the moment it still flys by they dont stay little for long. Some days i wish i could just take a picture of the moment and re live these little moments. My girls are my everything and i love every minute we get to be together <3

Two little monkeys sitting in a tree

I was blessed with two cuties Jan 7th,2010 & Feb 23rd 2011. They are my everything without them i don't know where i would be in life. Audrina is the oldest she is one years old and she was born on my birthday! I was born January 7th 1992 at 5:30 a.m and Audrina was born January 7th 2010 at 6:30 a.m and the weirder part about it was she was the same size as me when i was born so we share a special bond. Zoey Bear is my newest, She is now a month old and growing so fast!! she was born Feb 23rd 2011. She is just the sweetest little baby ever. I have two little monkey butts even though zozo is only a month and some odd days old she will lift her head up and try to scoot herself! it makes me a tad nervous but im so shocked at how advanced she is, some people wouldn't believe me till they saw it but its true she can lift her head and scoot not too far but still amazes me where she ends up some nights in her crib. Audrina was just the same another advanced baby doing everything super early and still advancing at her age she is so smart its scary! I can only imagine what im in for when zoey is big enough to run with her big sister but thats what makes life fun.